Welcome 2009!

The year of 2009 don't seem quite a good start for me. On the 1st day of 2009 itself, something had happened with me ended up sleeping in the car. Well, thought it was just a new year 'welcome' gesture, but i guess i was wrong. That's just the beginning of the 'bad luck season'. On the 2nd day of 2009, i have injured my ankle during the volleyball session. The injury is pretty bad, the swollen due to previous injury getting worst and i still cant walk properly till today. Here comes today another thing came up which i cant share it here.. (sometimes, something are better left unsaid...) Hoping for a better tomorrow... -Ailina Signing Out-

New Year Resolutions..

Life is like having a cup of coffee.. You sit by the side of the window, lift the cup and take a careless sip,

Only to realize somebody forgot to put the sugar. Too lazy to go for it you somehow struggle through the sugarless cup. Until you discover un-dissolved sugar crystal sitting at the bottom...

That's life...

Alright, back to resolutions. On the new year's eve last monday, me and friends (about 25 of us if i'm not mistaken) went out to Alamanda for bowling. Since I didn't play, I've interviewed almost everyone for their new year resolutions and 2008 upcoming plans. The feedback is pretty good and interesting. Hmm.. let's start with the serious one.. (names will be slightly change).

Nis: I want to be a better volleyball player. As for now I'm going for Libero training. Hopefully, I can make something out of 'mamak' trainings.

Zarul: I wanna be a better person and focus on my career as well as trying to develop the positive thinking towards others.

KY: I want to slim down - meaning no rice at all. Will definitely focus on my career as now I have bigger responsibility on my shoulder.

Ferr: I wanna quit smoking and looking for a fiance. (hmmm... :p)

Die (Along): I've planned to get engage in early 2008 and get married somewhere end of the year. Career change - work with the government starting in February. Gotta focus on that.

Syih: To build up the career as I've just started working last November.

Wan: Planned to get engage and get married too. Career wise just fine. (housemates virus..hehehe)

Arez: Quit smoking and to develop and/or learn new skills - career upgrade.

Rish: To focus on my studies and to get a 4.00 flat for the upcoming semester.

Am F: To focus on the career and self development. Looking for a commitment - relationship.

Shah MB: To change the single status - get married maybe. To develop new skills for the career advancement.

Sarahar: To slim down.. (Welcome to the club!! hehehe)

Zul MB: Self development in order to be a better person and to grab the opportunity for career advancement.

Ku Mad: To work out on the new business plans and focus on the business, and definitely not looking for any commitment.

Hazel: Focus on the new career and organize the financial flows.

Mayon: To slim down (Huh! another membership..hehehe) and looking forward for a career change.

NoFazury: To continue defending the women's rights.. (Wahhh!! hehehe)

Myself: I want to focus on my career, my study, to be a positive thinker, to be more organize on my financial flows, to ensure that the 'club' gain back it's glory and i think i'm ready for a relationship.. (hmm.. tahun mengawan kot.. smua ready jer..hehehe)

And following are the NO NO resolutions:

• KM: I wanna continue being a slut and my mission for 2008 is to at least 'runtuhkan sebuah rumahtangga' (sounds better in Malay hehehe)

• Abang: I want to get married to the 2nd one. (I wonder when was he got married to the 1st one.. hahaha)

• Halim: I want to maintain confused. (errrr....)

Hmm.. that's about it. After the amazing nite of bowling (thanks to organizer - Nisa), we went to a restaurant in Bangi for supper. The food are so and so.. but the waiter were s%#@! And the worst part, some of us didn't get the ordered food and drinks and we left the restaurant with a @#$%&(*%$ feelings. So, the restaurant has been blacklisted in our 'makan-makan' list.

Fall again?!

I'm scared, So afraid to show I care Will he think me weak If I tremble when I speak Oooh - what if There's another one he's thinking of Maybe he's in love, I'd feel like a fool Life can be so cruel, I don't know what to do.. I love him Of that much I can be sure I don't think I could endure If I let him walk away When I have so much to say.. **Life?!: i dont have to say much.. this song say it all..

I know we're cool..

It's hard to remember how it felt before

Now You've found the love of your life...

Passes things get more comfortable

Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles

It's good to see you now with someone else

And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends

After all that we've been through

I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible

Now you call me by my new last name

Memories seem like so long ago

Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard

The dreaming days where the mess was made

Look how all the kids have grown

We have changed but we're still the same

After all that we've been through

I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you

If you can be happy for me

Circles and triangles,

and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend

So far from where we've been

I know we're cool